let me live here

in my hermaneutics class i feel like i'm sitting under a waterfall of the Spirit.
being washed by the word

i just want to live here, to have a daily touch from God through the Word.

I am putting this into practice, asking good questions and reading in context looking for the meaning of the text not just theology.

i recorded "be thou my vision" i played it in a Eb tuning with a pretty cool riff to serve as a chorus. i now have three under-developed songs of mine on my i pod, none the less they're there.
"Lord do not hide your commandments from me! Let me walk in the light as you are in the light, constantly being exposed, constantly being corrected, but in constant fellowship with the Spirit, which is my hearts one desire. "

i've given myself to communion with Jesus in a special way this year,
but my question is this
is Jesus in my heart or on the throne?
both i suppose.
but he is in a physical body, so is his Spirit in me? this is apparently true.
then what does Jesus' blood look like?
if i am washed by the blood what does that really mean?
is there anything at all physical that makes me clean?
i suppose the blood speaks louder than the blood of Abel,
i cling myself to that velvet ribbon, that saves me AND sanctifies me,
im not only forgiven but i can also walked changed.